Hello Son,
Dad and Mom are on our
trip in Europe.
Here is the travel blog :
You are watching over us,
and your sister,
we know ...
and have made your
presence felt throughout
our trip.
It has been pretty amazing.
Xoxo
Mom
SON : DANIEL JASON PHUA YUN SHIH # AGE : FOREVER 15
Hello Son,
Dad and Mom are on our
trip in Europe.
Here is the travel blog :
You are watching over us,
and your sister,
we know ...
and have made your
presence felt throughout
our trip.
It has been pretty amazing.
Xoxo
Mom
Hello Son,
Sunday, Sept 21
This morning, Mom received
a text from Aunty J (USA).
So, to update ...
Uncle David (Aunty J's father-in-law)
passed on Friday 19th (USA time).
Aunty J sent some photos of the
Senior Home that her parents-in-law
are staying.
A week ago on Sunday, says Aunty J,
they (Aunty J, Husband Uncle C and
Grandma) visited Uncle David and
Aunt Elaine in the Seniors' Home
in University Village.
On Monday, U. David was transferred
to the skilled nursing home.
Aunty J (USA) said (7:17am) :
Craig and Elaine
were surprised he said he wanted my
rosary. I thought I heard wrongly,
so I asked 2 more times and all 3 times,
he said yes, he knew what the rosary
was and that he wanted it. So I went to
my purse to get it, and said a little prayer
to myself before giving it to him. Elaine
was like ... you do know you are Jewish,
right ... and he said, yes ... And he was
trying to put it over his head ... and when
he said he wanted to live with us, we could
barely comprehend him and Elaine said,
you want to live with the kids, and he said
yes, with a big smile. He had a sense of
humor right to the last day when we spoke
to him on Sunday.
Mom (7:25am) :
Wow. Thank goodness you carry
your rosary with you. At the time of our
passing, we want Mother Mary beside us.
He said he wanted to live with you and Craig
... that's his way of telling you both he loves
yall very much.
Aunty J (USA) (7:27 am):
I don't know how to explain this part, but
on Friday Sept 19, at 5:29, I texted Craig
from school, to call his mom to check on
them both, and when he called, she was
just receiving news from the skilled nursing
facility that David had passed at 5:21.

Mom (7:30am) :
Clearly, an angel whispered in your ear, Jess.
5:21 pm. 21 ... that's an angel number.
521 = 8 = 44 ... more angel numbers.
Perfect angel time.
No matter how u look at it.
Aunty J (USA) (7:35am):
Clearly? I didn't know about that.
(laughing emojis)
Mom (8:07am) :
And clearly, an angel (no prizes for
guessing who) whispered into mine to
write that down, bc I wouldn't have
come up with that line all on my own.
That was in the morning.
On Sunday, 21st.
Your 21st.
Later around noon time,
Aunty D texted and asked
if she should buy petai.
Petai promotion.
BUY 1 FREE 1.
Mom said OK.
Aunty D bought
5 FREE 5.
Grin.
Here's a photo of what sambal petai
looks like in Mom's food blog.
(link to Bon Appetite blog)
At 1417, Aunty D sent Mom a text and a
few audios.
Aunty said, Ryan's catechism teacher
asked him to find out about the story
of Daniel.
Pause.
It is your 21st today.
His catechism teacher asked him to
do a story on DANIEL??
Hahaha.
Good one, Son.
Happy (how many months has it been?)
Anniversary.
Aunty D continued, "He asked me what's
the story of daniel? I was like ... o man ...
I can't remember ... have to ask teacher
lynn ... and i asked why wud your (catechism)
teacher ask that ..."
Mom thought loudly and with a
knowing smile, "It's your 21st."
Aunty D said, "Awww ... he (you) says
remember me ... and gave us free petai."
Of all days, it had to be on the 21st,
that the teacher gave Ryan homework to do
and he had to research the story of Daniel.
Chuckle.
ZAP ZAP ZAP!!
There's something wrong with Mom's gmail
account. Unable to send photos from Handphone
to gmail for the blog.
Will have to check with Dad.
Okay Son.
Thank you for reminding us that you are always
very near and watching over us all the time.
We celebrate with you on your 21st.
Exciting time in Heaven at the moment, huh.
Charlie Kirk arrived on Sept 10.
Uncle David on Sept 19.
Over to you, Daniel.
xoxo
Mom
Hello Son,
It's Saturday morning.
5:48 am.
Charlie Kirk is in the background.
Yesterday, Friday 19th ...
Mom spoke to you on
Call 770 : Erika Kirk
Later around noon time,
Dad and Mom went to the mall.
We were gonna get some toiletries
for our Europe trip next week.

At the mall, Dad and Mom
went to do pedicure first.
LOL.
Yup.
Walked in.
No prior appointment.
Thankfully, they had vacant
slots and so your parents were
attended to immediately.

After our pedicure,
Dad suggested lunch.
You remember, right, that your
parents are on a carnivore diet ...
and the only place that serves
all-you-can-eat-meat at an affordable
price is at this BBQ Grill and
Shabu-Shabu restaurant.
It was 2:15 pm when we were
at our table. We have 2 hours
as usual to enjoy our lunch.
Dad ordered 3 trays of beef
and 2 of prawns.
The trays arrived swiftly.
Along with a plate of
fried chicken.
Every order comes with ONE
plate of fried chicken (for 2 pax).
Dad and Mom devoured our
chicken wings and drummets.
Yup, a pair each.
Yummy!
Shortly after, a waiter came and placed
a SECOND plate of fried chicken
on our table.
Mom threw a glance at Dad.
Dad returned Mom's look with
a raised eye-brow.
Mom said, ""Let's just leave
the plate here first. He may came
to take it back ..."
We continued enjoying our beef and prawns.
After a short while, some 20 minutes or so,
the SECOND plate of fried chicken was still
there ...
staring at your parents in their faces.
Mom asked lightly, "Is that a FREE
plate from Son?"
Dad finally took a piece.
Mom reached out for her mobile
and snapped this below photo.
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and the SECOND (black) plate on the left
of the steamboat.
Pause.
Every table only gets ONE plate.
So ...
this
SECOND plate
on our table
must
be
FREE.
Mom found herself smiling.
FREE -- fried chicken??
As - in - FREE??
As - in - FREEdom??
You in your FREE pink t-shirt with
Aunty D in Lourdes, France in Sept 2009

Mom showed you this photo of Charlie in his
FREEDOM t-shirt in her Call 770 yesterday (Friday).
You clearly and obviously
received Mom's Call.
ZAP ZAP ZAP!!!
Thanks Son.
FREE fried chicken.
Dad and Mom thoroughly
enjoyed that FREE plate.
How did you do that, seriously?
Did you whisper to that second
waiter to give us that second
FREE plate?
Chuckle.
Grin.
Happy smile.
Thanks for that ZAP, Daniel.
After our late lunch, it was before
4 pm, Dad and Mom went to the
pharmacy to get their supplies.
Then we headed back home.
That evening, Mom went back to
school to send Teacher A home (after
last child has gone home).
Mom was driving out from our condo,
as usual.
Nothing out of the ordinary happened.
She stopped at the lights.
Waited for it to go green, before driving on.
Suddenly, Mom saw this car with the
loud numbers.
Loud ... because it was calling out
to your mother.
Mom reached out for her handphone
and quickly clicked to take a photo.
See the car on the left.
VBS 2444
VBS 2444
How could that not be LOUD???
2444
Decode :
24 44
42 44
(21) (44)
Oh boy.
Mom asked about Erika's
connection in Call 770 :
Heaven @ charlie1776
Decode :
Heaven @ charlie 21
See Call 768 for all the
angel number 4s appearing.
ZAP ZAP ZAP!!
At the time of uploading
the photo, Mom notice the car on
the right.
VCN 7100
Decode :
7100
8
(44)
Boy, is that not a double confirmation.
VCN, huh?
You don't say.
Charlie is Very Nice ...
Yes, yes, he is. Mom doesn't know him,
of course ... but from the little that
she does, from his talks in his
videos, he does come across as ...
yeah ... really - Very Nice.

Pause.
Hmm ...
and ah,
VBS ... too, you say?
Sure.
He sure is a
Very Brilliant and
Spiritual guy.
Okay Son, Mom has got to go.
Have to get ready to pick up
Aunty Hex for breakfast.
Talk to you in a bit.
Keep the ZAPs coming.
xoxo
Mom
Hello Son,
Friday, Sept 19
It's 7:08 am
Mom is at her computer making
a call to heaven.
She has something to tell you.
She's not sure though whether
it is real or fake ... this piece of news
that Mom wants to share ...
Sigh, who knows for sure ... these
days, what's real and what's fake ...

It's a beautiful message, and written
in a heartfelt spirit. Mom believes it
to be true and written by Erika Kirk,
but Dad did warn not to believe
everything you read on the internet,
especially now, he should have added.
So on Monday, Mom spoke to you
on Call 769 : Here I Am.
Mom mentioned, in her call :
"Someday, when the time is right,
Mom might just reach out to Erika
and share Mom's story about the rainbow
connection.
Oh well, who is to say that Charlie's wife
doesn't already have her own way to connect
with him in heaven."

Yesterday evening, on Thursday,
Dad and Mom took Aunty Hex
out to get some groceries and then
to dinner in one of the coffee shops
near our condo.
During dinner, Dad who was scrolling
through his handphone casually, showed
Mom this message, and said,
"Erika wrote this ..." :
Mom looked up from her food, and
eagerly took Dad's handphone to see
what he was talking about.
The first thing that caught Mom's
attention, was the FREEDOM tee
shirt.
FREEDOM
You have a similar FREE tee shirt.
Mom slowly read the message that Erika
wrote.
Line ...
after line ...
after line ...
So heartwarming.
So beautiful.
So sad.
It was the last line that
made Mom ...
sit
right
up.
What was that??
Let's read that again.
I pray you've had the most amazing
week in Heaven @ charliekirk1776.
I love you.
Pause.
Mom found herself holding her breath.
She saw it.
The angel number.
1776
One
Seven
Seven
Six???
Why, isn't that a .... ???
Pause.
Silence.
Pulse started racing.
Your mother wanted to hold that
ZAP moment, before announcing
to Dad, to ...
just
make
sure
that she was not just imagining it.
So Mom found herself swiping her
handphone slowly to look for the
calculator, knowing very well what
the number is gonna reveal.
Mom clicked on the calculator icon
and started to punch the numbers
1776 to add.
One
add
Seven
add
Seven
add
Six
Mom pressed the equal sign and
lo and behold ...
She slowly drew in a long, satisfied
breath, as she stared at the number
21 that appeared on her calculator.

The feeling was almost - victorious.
Heaven @ charliekirk1776
Decode :
Heaven @ charliekirk 21
So Mom got her answer to her
private and personal thoughts
only a few days ago.
Who's to say that Charlie's wife doesn't
already have her own way to connect with
him in Heaven.
She clearly has. Charlie's wife ...
The signs add up.
The angel number is clear.
Of all the numbers that could have
appeared, it was a clear number 21.
Heaven and 21.
All the angel signs you need.
So, so awesome.

ZAP ZAP ZAP!!
Message received, Son.
Over to you.
xoxo
Mom
ps Later that evening, Dad showed
Mom another message about Erika
expecting their 3rd child ...
Mom was reacting to that.
Awww mannn ...
Did Charlie know?
How sad.
Did he know???
Dad dismissed Mom's reaction and
simply said that it was fake news.
Pause.

What???
Fake news?
People could fake this sort of news???
And that is why Mom started this call
by saying that she isn't sure if this
news about Heaven 21 is real or fake.
Pause.
It feels real.
It can't be fake.
It feels too real.
You tell Mom.
Hello Son,
Yesterday (Sunday 14), after talking
to you on Call 768 : Charlie Kirk,
Dad and Mom went to the mall.
To get out of the house for a bit,
otherwise we would be sitting
on our butts watching the screen
whole day long.
Interestingly, when we reached
the mall, and walked in,
it was barely less than a minute
when a lady and a young girl
walked past your parents.
Mom saw the large number
12 on the young girl's tee-shirt
and the words MAISON on the
lady's. They were probably
mother and daughter, but Mom
can't be sure.
At the same time, Mom heard
the song SAY NOTHING AT ALL
in the air.
12
MAISON
Say Nothing At All
Decode:
21
Ma and Son
Say Nothing.
That's one of our ZAP songs.
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart,
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark ...
Mom smiled in her heart.
You got her call (Call 768).
That's for sure.
ZAP ZAP!!

That morning (Sunday), before, during and after
our Call 768, the videos of Charlie were on-going
in our living room.
At one point, Mom noticed the words
on his black tee shirt :
HERE I AM
That was - familiar.
Didn't Mom use these same words on you?
A fleeting thought.
Momentarily.
We were then in the car, on the way
to the mall.
Monday, Sept 15
This morning, your mother viewed
a few more videos at random.
Of Charlie.
Let's be clear.
Not of the psychopath.
It was the video that was by Charlie
and Erika talking about Marriage, that
Mom hear the words "HERE I AM"
again.
That was a nudge.
Check that.
Mom got up and reached for the computer.
Mom had to be sure.
It has been awhile since your mother visited
your Flower Garden 21 blog.
Ahh.
There it is.
Those same words.
"Here I am, Lord," says Daniel, on
21 January 2010.
(21 X 2) ... Mom thought to herself.
Same sign as the shooting (12:20)
(21 X 2)
Erika also mentioned about obedience,
how Charlie is obedient to God and his faith,
and that "obedient" word struck Mom.
Mom used this same word to describe you.
15 years ago.

Obediently followed our Lord Jesus Christ
home on January 21, 2010.
How peculiar.
Heaven must be rejoicing.
Charlie Kirk has arrived.
Someday, when the time is right,
Mom might just reach out to Erika
and share Mom's story about the rainbow
connection.
Oh well, who is to say that Charlie's wife
doesn't already have her own way to connect
with him in heaven.
Brings back memories ... these words.
Here I Am ...
Obedient ...
By the way, Elon Musk apparently fired 2,000
of his employees for - celebrating.
Okay. gotta go.
Keep the ZAPs coming, Son.
Hugs and kisses,
Mom
Hello Son,
It's a Saturday morning.
The mood is sombre.
Time on the computer :
8:06 am.
Mom has been watching this below
video since 6:30 am in the morning.
On her own.
By herself.
All alone.
Dad is still sleeping.
Charlie Kirk : A Life of Faith ...
(3 hour video)
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Early this (Sat) morning, Mom sent
a text to Aunty J (USA) with a
picture of this Megyn Kelly
video (6:19 am) :
Continuing my shock and numbness ...
What's a better word than senseless and stupid ...
about that monster who wanted to
play with a gun that day.
I want to put him in a human blender.
The short video ended.
Pause.
Mom then noticed a 3 hour long video
on Charlie's life and legacy and
clicked to view.
Mom snapped a photo of the video
and sent that to Aunty J (6:38 am)
with the message :
Watching this now ...
In between sniffs and sobs.
What's happening to this world?

Earlier this week ...
Pause.
How do we even put this to words ...
What's beyond insanity?

Rewind back to 3 days ago.
Thursday, Sept 11 (Mom's time)
It was about 8:30 am in the morning.
Mom was ready to go to school.
Dad appeared from the bedroom,
and said abruptly, "Don't you know?
Didn't you hear? Charlie Kirk is dead!
He was shot!"
Mom stopped short.
Did she hear right???

WHAT???

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!

OMG!!! WHY???

HOW?????

WHEN?????

Dad said no more.
Mom had to go.
The children would be arriving soon
and Teacher A was alone in school in
the morning.
Mom drove to school.
In a daze.
Parked the car.
Went up the lift.
Walked in to school.
Her mind was buzzing with questions,
but she kept her composure as usual.
She found herself exchanging empty greetings.
Empty ... for that day.
She couldn't pretend that it was
a normal day.
Charlie Kirk has been shot!
He succumbed to his injury.
It was fatal.
Only recently, not more than a week ago,
Mom had raised her (unexplained) concerns
to Dad, about Charlie's safety when he talks
in public.
It was after a video she watched one
morning, where Charlie was sharing the
platform with Riley. There was a kid
who clearly had no brains and had nothing
better to say but to criticize Charlie and Riley.
Personal attack.
All the way.
It was disgusting and difficult to watch and hear
those empty remarks.
Mom wondered if Charlie wore a
bullet-proof outfit.
Obviously no.
How does he keep himself safe,
surrounded by all the lunatics?
You would have heard your mother
asked Dad several times about that.
He was exposing himself to all these
people and he is not really protected.
Seriously, what can his bodyguard do?

Feeling restless, Mom sent a text to
Aunty J (USA) :
(8:20 am)
Omg. Bryan (Dad) just told me
Charlie Kirk was shot!

(9:31 am)
Aunty J (USA) replied :
Who is that?

(9:34am)
Mom texted back - impatiently.
He's the guy who goes from campus
to campus around the US to do political
debates with uni students. He takes on
their questions and help the new gen people
to see solutions and have better understanding
of trump n team, of God etc. I was expressing
my concern for his safety only the past few days ...
he's always talking to a big crowd like 2k
to 3k in open space ... I can't believe it!
(9:36 am)
Aunty J (USA) :
Oh no ... Trump supporter?
(9:37 am)
Mom replied :
He's more than a supporter.
(9:37 am)
Aunty J (USA) :
Turning on news now.
(9:42 am)
He takes upon himself to educate all
the thousands of young gen z people ...
the future voters of the country ...
(11:12 am)
Mom sent the below screenshot
to Aunty J (USA) :
with the message :
Sad, sad day.
The screenshot shows the time Trump
sent out the announcement of Charlie's
passing - 4:40 pm
Perfect angel time.

(12:00 pm)
Aunty J (USA) :
I didn't know who he was until today ...
so sad ... How come you guys were
following him?
(1:18 pm)
Mom shared :
He's brilliant.
Mesmerising.
Entertaining.
Fascinating.
To watch him. He's campaigning for all
Trump's causes and policies ... at college
and university level. He's the only one that
got me mesmerized enough to watch him ...
weird that this week, I have been tuning in
to watch his videos for about an hour in
the mornings. 6:30 am to 7:30 am kinda time.
With my coffee. I was so SHOCKED when
Bryan said to me this morning, "Don't you
know? Didn't you hear? Charlie Kirk is dead.
He was shot ..." OMG! I was so stunned and
speechless. Loss for words. How do you react
to that news?
(1:35 pm)
Mom continued :
I just realized ... yesterday morning
(Wednesday 10th) ... around 7 am ...
before I watched Charlie, I was saying
the rosary. (following YouTube : 38 mins.)
(Normally, rosary videos are 20 - 25 mins
only but I wanted a recent video and so,
I picked one that was uploaded 9 hours ago
- it was somehow extra long ... 38 mins.)
I don't do rosary all the time ...
but yesterday (Wed 10th), I did. It's like,
(on hindsight) I was doing the rosary for him ...
Trump announced his death at 4:40 pm.
The angel numbers are there.
Gosh. I feel a special connection to him now.
So, I'm saying the rosary on Wed 10th @ 7 am
... there in USA, Tuesday 9th @ 4 pm ...
and following day, Wed 10th on your side,
he was shot at 12:20 pm.

12:20 pm.
That's like 2 X 21.
Angel call for sure.
Just when Mom was beginning to
enjoy her coffee in the mornings
with Charlie Kirk, it came to a
rude and an abrupt end.
The next morning, on Friday 12th
(our side), we went for morning mass
at 6:30 am.
Mom brought a nice scented candle
to light at Mother Mary's grotto.
Dad was driving.
Your sister Justine, was sitting behind.
Justine mentioned about the assassination,
and whether we had heard.
Pause.
Whether
we
had
heard ...
Why ...
It's all Mom could think about since
Dad shocked her with the news the day
before.
Mom showed Justine the candle, and said
"For Charlie Kirk."

In church, Mass began ...
and went on.
Your mother was just present in church,
and not participating. Can you blame her?
During communion, there were 2 lines going
up to the altar. Your family were on the line
on the right. As Mom was walking up, she
suddenly noticed the words on the back of a
tee shirt of a boy in front of her - on the left line.
The words :
university. college. students
Oh my.
How strange.
Mom thought of the university and college
words she had used in her texts the day before.
Pause.
You know what's going on, don't you?
ZAP ZAP!!
A knowing and sad smile appeared
in your mother's face.
After mass ended, we went to the grotto, which
was on the right side of the church.
Mom lit the candle she brought.
May your legacy live on, Charlie Kirk ...
Back to present ...
So this morning, Saturday,
Mom did not go down to the pool,
as she normally does on Saturday
mornings before 8am.
She was watching that 3 hour video,
in the middle of it, and since Dad also
said he didn't want to go down to the pool,
Mom decided she had good reason today.
Charlie Kirk.
As Mom was watching videos at random,
she happened to notice the tee shirt that Charlie
was wearing on that fateful day.
F R E E D O M
Pause to reflect.
FREEDOM?
Mom thought of your pink FREE tee shirt.
This photo was taken in Lourdes, Sept 2009,
4 months before you left us to be with
Jesus and Mama Mary. Aunty D flew all the
way from Malaysia to Lourdes to personally deliver
a monster tub of your tramadol and a brand new PS4.
Mom thought to herself.
FREEDOM.
FREE.
CoinciDANS?
Is she going somewhere with this?
Mom casually googled for Charlie's
date of birth.
14 October 1993
14 10 1993
28
Decode : 4
An angel number.
No doubt.

His date of departure :
10 9 2025
19
8
Decode : 44
More angel numbers.
Angels were all around him,
that's for sure.
As the talk (video) went on,
Mom listened at one point,
to the team of Charlie's people, inviting
people who might want to share their
messages about Charlie Kirk.
Mom toyed with the idea of sending a message
to the email add given :
freedom @charliekirk.com
What would she say?
What could she say?
Could she suggest that a message be directly
forwarded to Erika that ...
that ...
Erika could perhaps consider to do
what Mom had done (with you) and start a
rainbow connection with Charlie in heaven?
This Call Blog has helped Mom tremendously
since you left us on Jan 21, 2010.
(2 X 21)
Our conversations continued the day you left,
first, on Facebook (right after your Farewell Mass) ...
and then later, on this Call Blog.
It has been 15 years ... and Mom is reminded
of your presence daily with your ZAPs.
You truly are watching her and the family
at all times.
Hello God, may I speak to my son, please?
is for real.
For Mom.
She gets all your quiet whispers and your
soft nudges.
She gets them all.
The numbers.
The songs.
The signs.
The messages.
The ZAPs.
Erika is a mom too.
Do you think ...
Mom's eyes were on the screen.
But her mind was working overtime.
Just then,
moments later,
seriously,
the timing was just so perfect ....
it was like her answer appeared
on her screen.
OMG ...
O
M
G.
Dear Charlie ...
Is that a sign?
That's the start, don't you think?
The connection.
The call.

Nothing is impossible, says 21.
That's the message in Call 767.
Gosh.
Something to think about.
Let Mom sleep on it.
Okay Son. Gotta go.
Talk to you in a bit.
Hugs & Kisses.
xoxo
Mom